how’s it going to be

fuck cancer
fuck intuition
fuck checking your boobs for lumps and bumps
fuck finding a gum ball size lump in your boob
fuck making appointments
fuck waiting and the unknown
fuck mammograms
fuck ultra sounds
fuck biopsies
fuck mri’s
fuck diagnosis
fuck that always annoying box of Kleenex
fuck amputation decisions
fuck surgery
fuck spread
fuck recovery
fuck medications
fuck ecg’s
fuck bone, brain, liver scans, chest x-ray’s
fuck wig shopping
fuck shaving your beloved hair off
fuck chemo
fuck side effects
fuck tattooing in preparation for radiation
fuck radiation
fuck more surgery